I'm Sorry

I’ve been driving down
The wrong road way to long
Never to much loved myself
As much as you did
Someday I get so weak
Going back to things
I use to
One day the story
Is going to be
Told and I can
Already see the look
On your face
So in advance
I want to tell you…


That I’m sorry
Never meant to hurt you
Never meant to make you cry
But I’m drowning in this guilt
Hurts to think to tell you a lie
I never knew it would
End you this way
Don’t worry one day
I’m going to fix and
Rewrite this story
I’m burning inside
But this stupid pride
Just want let me cry


Momma don’t save
Me this time
-I know
I got to live this one on my own
You thought you had
Yourself a good girl
Don’t worry
One day
I’m going to fix and
Rewrite this story

Restroom

Where have you gone?
This is not the place for you
Take this day and just fly away
I’ll meet you in the clouds one day
But take this day and just sail away

Long days on the road
I could feel you thinking of me
But all I could think of was
Stealing away to a restroom
From drugs to smooth jazz
From his bed to mine
I stole away to a place where life
Could not find me
I took the needle from under the sink
Filled with its majestic power
And guided it to the pumping of my veins

Where have you gone?
This is not the place for you
Take this day and just fly away
I’ll meet you in the clouds one day
But take today for it’s your last
And just sail away

Many nights I sung to a sold out crowd
With heroine pumping through my veins
And when my old man came in
They knew it would be a break
We stole away to the restroom
Three minutes later I was back on stage

Where have you gone?
This is not the place for you
Take this day and just fly away
I’ll meet you in the clouds one day
But take today for it’s your last
And just sail away

The Chapel

Remember it was on a Wednesday
The Chapel was near
So we went along
Hand and hand
To capture the moment

It was all so dear
Was it dear to you
As it was for me?
I got lost in your eyes with just
A glimpse of your smile

Rain began moments in
Together you and I
Looking out at the gloomy day
Once so bright but rapidly it faded away
But in your arms the sun continued to shine

It was all so dear
Was it dear to you
As it was for me?
I got lost in your eyes with just
A glimpse of your smile

Hearing each others heart beat
Along with the thunder
That roared through out the clouds
Took me back to a place of innocence
When I once was a child

It was all so dear
Was it dear to you
As it was for me?
I got lost in your eyes with just
A glimpse of your smile

It wasn’t just the brightness of the lightning
That drew me closer to you
But in your eyes I saw the sun and a new day
You’ve captured my heart
Finally you’ve won my love

My heart and I

My heart and I
Longs for you
In the quietest moments
When only our thoughts
We can hear

My heart and I
Has never felt this way before
No one else has ever
Stopped us and made
Us long for more

My heart and I
Desires you from
Within the marrow
Of our bones
My core thirsts for you
Like the cold for its winter

Awaits you, my heart and I

Entourage Malice

Anixety Emerges
Brown paper mess
Introduced in mix glasses
Trapped Spanish flesh

Controlled remote
Kissed lightly
Along the forehead
Driven emotions erased

Finished sorrow
Un-scored by gentle seven
Distracted silence
Entourage malice

4 Streets

If only they can see
What is meant to see
But there will be a time
When the sun will
Fly over the moon
The stars will twinkle
In the colors of the rainbow

The wind will blow
In shapes and hues
But not all will see
Only certain eyes shall see
Thunder shall roar
within the clouds
Transforming the earth's atmosphere
Fresh water will fall upon the land
and the faces of the old and innocent

You Are

I've been waiting
For something all my life
Never knew quite what it was
Something that makes
My world seem okay
Something that makes
My heart beat faster
Something that makes
Me laugh when I want to cry
Everywhere I go seems
To remind me of someone
I never knew
Finding your love
I found a dream
When things seemed to go bad
I found you
You are all the things
I never knew
You are the morning star
That brightens up my life
Who would ever think
My dream would come true
You are the wind that
Carries me on when
The road seems long
You are the gentle kiss
That lifts me up when
The lonely winters seem to long
You are the only reason
I had to go on
Who else would have
Believed in my dream
Finding your love
I found a dream
When things seemed to go bad
I found you
You are all the things
I never knew